Ruth……..

I usually don’t have any trouble expressing myself in writings, but somehow that just doesn’t seem to be possibly. For a week and a bit, something seems to be missing, something that was an extension of my psyche seemed not to be there. That conscious or unconscious influence of knowing someone had my back, someone championing my endeavors, was not here.

My sister Ruth went to heaven the last of September, and with distance, and life’s obstacles, I think I have found it easier to just think”she is in Florida, that’s all it is! “ But my heart knows. My sister, my walking companion, my friend , walks in splendor now. My mind swirls with memories of our childhood, our grownup respect for each other and our unwavering love has made me a better person…..perhaps that person Ruth always thought I was!!!